January 1st, 2002

Ice Cream!

Not Bad.

Fuuu~ A lot happened today...

The 'bishie' pics that I drew wasn't working. Too dull. Can't understand? Failure. Period.

One of moi best friends feels icky and down. I feel icky and down. Decided to leave her alone with her boyfriend. Icky feeling gone, lonely beckons. Thats okay. Uncle brought a few bottles of sake for new year. 2 bottles consumed. Drunk, spitting crap in #rosa. Can't remember much 'cept for talking to Rina. She be good. Another art duel from her. Waiting for Rose and Beed. Oh wait! No more duel. New duel. Next week? This week? I'm confused. I forgot. Watched David Blaine magic special on AXN. David Blaine be good conjurer. Can float. No strings. Very impressed. Feel weird after that.


I feel crappy. Headache. Fucking head hurts. Sad. Why? I don't know. I want to hug someone. No one here. Everybody far. Distance. Alone.


I must really stop all this sympathetical talk crap. I'll talk with a smile. :D

Wheee! Dear Diary, I suck. ^_^ ^_^ My life is crappy and guess what!? :o *gasp* I'm planning for a suicide!? Nononono~ ^_^ ^_^ ^_^ I'm dumb, but not dumb enough. I'm going to be far away for awhile. :D ^___^ Wheeee! Draw draw draw~ So I won't be updating nor do any fuckin' things or stuff~ :D :D Ah! Out of Cigs! <:o Oh no! Buy another one pack tomorrow. Oh yes! No more bish, :D I'm feeeling really crappy so I go goth. :D Wheeee! Is self-mutilation back? I don't knoooooooow~~~ Too late! New wound left arm! Cutter knife~ :D :D No, no suicide~ XD XD Too bad for those guys who hate my fucking guts! :D :D Happy New Year! :D
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Ice Cream!

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Okay, I'm feeling better. Thank god.. X_X

Watched David Blaine on AXN last night and this afternoon. X_X Dude.. Weird stuff. Psychic, Float and wooooooo~ O_O;; Woke up around 2 pm today and Joe's out early for his Go Kart Tournament... =_=;;

Oh, yeah.. Encounters from Ahmad's Blog.


My Spirit Animal is the Dragon!


Cycle of Power: Varies

Aspects: Magick, Shapeshifting, Element Kinship


The Aspects of the dragon vary by elemental alignment.
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to discover your spirit animal!



This test made by Celtic_Shamanes

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Your past life diagnosis:
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I don't know how you feel about it, but you were male in your last earthly incarnation.
You were born somewhere in the territory of modern Mongolia around the year 1300.
Your profession was that of a chemist, alchemist or poison manufacturer.
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Your brief psychological profile in your past life:
You were a sane, practical person, a materialist with no spiritual consciousness. Your simple wisdom helped the weaker and the poor.
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The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation:
You should develop self-love and ability to implant hope into hearts of people. Ambition is not everything. True wealth is buried in your soul.
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Do you remember now?

Wheee.. XD From the drawing side, still practicing inking.. X_X New obsession! :D Goth Maids!! XO DAMN YOU ICCHAN!!
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